Well I'm there I have finally died on the inside I have managed to starve my soul to death

I am just having one of those days. I should not be around the other living creatures in the world. i want to slither up inside my own head and nap.   Goes to find out WTF anisocytosis means.

What type of Fae are you?

I got my kitty.. his name is Pagan and he has little tiny stubby legs!! OMFG He's so cute I could die completely dead. Munchkin.. solid black munchkin.

Ever had one of those dreams that seemed so real you could swear someone had walked right into it.

I HAVE INTERNET AT HOME YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes a certain something will remind me of the person i used to be. Not that person on the outside that everyone sees but that private being we keep to ourselves that only a privledge few are inclined and allowed to see. I had one of those instances today i read something and it reminded me. it is amazing the impact those words have on a human. Remind Me. But i digress back to talking about me. i feel like i am dying, shrivling into an abyss of my own making, i have no drive and no will. i smile daily and live my life but OMG there is this dormate beast within and i want to kick it awake. just thinking of it frustrates me. i want to feel ravenous again. you see when i lost my hunger for people i replaced it with food well guess what i can no longer fill that need with food so i am STARVED for that illicit reaction i get from people. but here i am rambling sorry if i sound stupid.

If any of you out there are in the service industry then you can appreciate what a complete fuckin asshole the averge customer can be well couple that with a completely incompetent server and you have my night oh my god i swear i am going to wrench this mans head from his fucking neck piss in his skull and make him take it up the ass in an enema. That is all. good night.

P.S helly my phone is being transfered AGAIN i will call as soon as it has been resolved.

God i miss everyone i am currently so lonely i can't stand it.

Well verizon has monkey fucked my DSL connection so i will not be online until feb sometime! GGGGGGGRRRRRRRR On the happy news i have lost 115lbs now weigh 173lbs am a size 10/12 in womens and feel great not to mention i am starting to get attention again (the flirting kind) YEAH!!!!!!

Isn't it amazing how the mention of a name can bring up a multitude of memories and emotions, damn the lupine.

Miss everyone hope to be online at home again REAL soon.

I weighed myself today and for the first time since i can remeber i am under 200lbs. does the happy happy joy joy dance.

WANDERER

You are the Wanderer, the
lonely, melancholy figure that haunts deserted
roads. Wanderers don't know their purpose in
life. They simply drift from place to place,
looking for something that they are missing,
but never quite finding the peace they seek so
desperately. A Wanderer is a restless spirit,
full of despair and melancholy, but will
nevertheless seek an adventure, just for the
sake of trying to give their hopeless lives
purpose.

Color: Grey
Animal:
Wolf
Gem: Sapphire
Symbol:
Staff

Image:
http://www.deviantart.com/view/7797735/


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