Contrariness

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 03:40:49 GMT

Well I'm there I have finally died on the inside I have managed to starve my soul to death

heh

Thu, 08 May 2008 12:35:55 GMT

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 17:05:51 GMT

I am just having one of those days. I should not be around the other living creatures in the world. i want to slither up inside my own head and nap. Goes to find out WTF anisocytosis means.

ZOWWWIIEE

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 17:00:42 GMT

Check out my sexy new digs i likes my new journal FHANKS HELLY

shiiiiiiiiiiiny

Mon, 07 May 2007 17:59:00 GMT

What type of Fae are you?

My very Late mind map

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 18:27:52 GMT

fuck it

KITTY!

Thu, 04 May 2006 23:30:01 GMT

I got my kitty.. his name is Pagan and he has little tiny stubby legs!! OMFG He's so cute I could die completely dead. Munchkin.. solid black munchkin.

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 21:50:47 GMT

ME TOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 23:14:19 GMT

Dreams

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 15:59:01 GMT

Ever had one of those dreams that seemed so real you could swear someone had walked right into it.

BACK ONLINE

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 13:39:25 GMT

I HAVE INTERNET AT HOME YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Loss

Wed, 22 Feb 2006 04:45:50 GMT

Sometimes a certain something will remind me of the person i used to be. Not that person on the outside that everyone sees but that private being we keep to ourselves that only a privledge few are inclined and allowed to see. I had one of those instances today i read something and it reminded me. it is amazing the impact those words have on a human. Remind Me. But i digress back to talking about me. i feel like i am dying, shrivling into an abyss of my own making, i have no drive and no will. i smile daily and live my life but OMG there is this dormate beast within and i want to kick it awake. just thinking of it frustrates me. i want to feel ravenous again. you see when i lost my hunger for people i replaced it with food well guess what i can no longer fill that need with food so i am STARVED for that illicit reaction i get from people. but here i am rambling sorry if i sound stupid.

SERVICE INDUSTRY

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 02:58:58 GMT

If any of you out there are in the service industry then you can appreciate what a complete fuckin asshole the averge customer can be well couple that with a completely incompetent server and you have my night oh my god i swear i am going to wrench this mans head from his fucking neck piss in his skull and make him take it up the ass in an enema. That is all. good night.

P.S helly my phone is being transfered AGAIN i will call as soon as it has been resolved.

Miss Ya'll

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 16:20:08 GMT

God i miss everyone i am currently so lonely i can't stand it.

Update

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 23:37:57 GMT

Well verizon has monkey fucked my DSL connection so i will not be online until feb sometime! GGGGGGGRRRRRRRR On the happy news i have lost 115lbs now weigh 173lbs am a size 10/12 in womens and feel great not to mention i am starting to get attention again (the flirting kind) YEAH!!!!!!

Old Friends or fiends

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 03:20:53 GMT

Isn't it amazing how the mention of a name can bring up a multitude of memories and emotions, damn the lupine.

Miss everyone hope to be online at home again REAL soon.

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII LIKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 23:03:05 GMT

i like it

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 01:25:06 GMT

WOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOO

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 04:40:19 GMT

I weighed myself today and for the first time since i can remeber i am under 200lbs. does the happy happy joy joy dance.

Just Me

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 01:19:59 GMT

WANDERER

You are the Wanderer, the
lonely, melancholy figure that haunts deserted
roads. Wanderers don't know their purpose in
life. They simply drift from place to place,
looking for something that they are missing,
but never quite finding the peace they seek so
desperately. A Wanderer is a restless spirit,
full of despair and melancholy, but will
nevertheless seek an adventure, just for the
sake of trying to give their hopeless lives
purpose.

Color: Grey
Animal:
Wolf
Gem: Sapphire
Symbol:
Staff

Image:
http://www.deviantart.com/view/7797735/

Who would you be if you were a character in an epic fantasy? (beautiful pictures)
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Is Your DL info public info?

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 04:13:34 GMT

http://www.license.shorturl.com/

Go there to see if your DL license is on public view. There is a way to take it out of that public database also.

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 02:06:06 GMT

LJ Interests meme results

body modification:
I enjoy individualizing not to mention i get off on the pain.
dildos:
Who doesn't enjoy a dildo
emt:
i have always wanted to help people.
hot women:
God i love the female for in ANY sense weather it be a HOT butch a fem a transgender i could give a shit it is usally a light in someones eye that makes me hot.
magic:
It is my core
needles:
i adore the clean pain of it i like the blood letting i enjoy felling it slowly slide through my skin
pouting:
I am good at it and it usally gets me what i desire
sensuality:
i would die without this
television:
it is my diversion
witchcraft:
it helped me become who i am

Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list.

cool

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 12:48:05 GMT

MindMap

Pic

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 04:38:25 GMT

Check your g mail helly
it has a pic

Work

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 12:03:15 GMT

For all of ya'll in my area i work at King Street Blues in cyrstal city as a server SO come on by and see me.
Helly i think i have to work this evenng so try calling late 9 or 10 and tell paul YOU ARE MINE GODAMN IT CAUSE MY DICK IS BIGGER, and detachable.

Love the NeeMee